i know...

I do know now who is in there... I am sure now... Such undeniable feelings...

可乐戒指

这是他的方式.... 一个我了解的方式... 跟其他人不一样的方式... It doesn't really matter what he does... I know, can see and can feel that it's all for me... Little things that touches me more than anything else...

挣扎

我真搞不懂他为什么要这样对我... 真的是为我好吗？明明就很在乎我又不让我在乎他，那到底要我怎么做？象他说的就enjoy就好吗？我做不到... 根本就没办法很理智的去处理这段感情... 明明就互相喜欢但又不能表现得太明显，瘪着多辛苦啊... 老早就想跟他说，我真的很喜欢靠在他怀里的感觉，但是哪敢说呢？不知道他会怎么想，也不知道他会怎么反应... 哪知道不小心又刺激到他哪根神经又不高兴就糟了... 完了... 我好象已经爱上他了... 不能让他发现才是... 嗨！我真的是烂透了... 被男人伤过那么多次还是这样...

在乎

第二次了... 差一点就可能吵架... 才在一起多久而已... 是因为彼此不够了解才不能沟通吗？对他真的一点在乎都会痛得粉身碎骨吗？

浪漫杀手

浪漫杀手果然不是浪得虚名... He really made my day today... I so didn't expect him to just pop by like tt just to fetch me to school... OMG... I just can't stop smiling to myself... He is just soooooo sweet... So irresistibly sweet... My God... What am I to do? Hee...

Sweet Worry

明明自己很清楚是已经爱上他了，也明白他话中话的意思... 但却又害怕自己会显得太深，无法自拔... 必须时时提醒自己，别让自己太过喜欢他... 他也真好笑，也只是因为没把握给我幸福，又怕我受伤，所以才一直对我说些有的没的... 其实，我并不在乎... 我很清楚他是在为我着想... 他对我的在乎已经不是一般的一点点... 他对我的疼爱已经多与一大堆人对我的疼爱... 我不要求什么，只要这样就好... 简单的幸福才是真正的幸福...

There is sth in the air

Simplicity Complication Mediocrity Complex A casual touch A lasting memory The known The unknown Guessing Pretending

矛盾

I miss him... Granted... 逼近我们在一起那么久了... But at the same time, I'm scared of him like hell... Don't know what he might do to me... 我也知道不是说分手就能分手的... 但是我一定会努力... 不会再回头看了...

What's wrong?

Why am I starting to feel the distance? Or am I thinking too much? The initial vibe is gone... Bored out so quickly? Or should all relationship end up like that?

Irresistably sweet

I think I'm gonna have diabetes... No matter what I eat, they all taste so sweet... For the past hour I've been giggling to myself so much that passerby must be thinking that I'm crazy... I'm smiling so much that my face is blushing... I was just walking out of my office when I called him and he came to fetch me again... Soooo sweet... Is this too good to be true? How can sth so good happen to someone like me?

Thick skin

Say himself handsome... So thick skin... Haha... So full of rubbish... But I so enjoy listening to him talk rubbish... Am I going crazy? Maybe...

不能说的密密

虽然我有点了解为什么你不想让别人知道我们在一起的事，我希望这不会太久... 我在过去的一个多月过得比过去的一年还幸福... 现在才有点了解被人疼爱的滋味...

Keep smiling unconsciously

I seem to be smiling to myself a little more than usual... So many a time I'm lost in thought and when I realize, I'm smiling... He does not want to commit and I totally understand why... But is actions are way too obvious... Although he keeps telling me that he cannot give me a future, I must be borne yesterday to not understand what he means... Never have I experience what it is like to be doted by a man... His tender loving care is just way too much for me to deny... Although he refuse to admit, I know... He keeps trying to say the opposite but I still know... I know that it's too early to determine if this relationship will end up anywhere but I just can't resist imagining... No doubt, the only problem I might face if there was ever a future between us will be my parents... I can't imagine how they will react to him... It will be over my dead body that they will allow me to be with him... Whatever it is, even if there isn't a future, even if there isn't even a tomorrow, I'm really happy for today... For what he has done for me today... For his care and concern today... For his 温柔，体贴 today...