There is sth in the air

Simplicity Complication Mediocrity Complex A casual touch A lasting memory The known The unknown Guessing Pretending

矛盾

I miss him... Granted... 逼近我们在一起那么久了... But at the same time, I'm scared of him like hell... Don't know what he might do to me... 我也知道不是说分手就能分手的... 但是我一定会努力... 不会再回头看了...

What's wrong?

Why am I starting to feel the distance? Or am I thinking too much? The initial vibe is gone... Bored out so quickly? Or should all relationship end up like that?

Irresistably sweet

I think I'm gonna have diabetes... No matter what I eat, they all taste so sweet... For the past hour I've been giggling to myself so much that passerby must be thinking that I'm crazy... I'm smiling so much that my face is blushing... I was just walking out of my office when I called him and he came to fetch me again... Soooo sweet... Is this too good to be true? How can sth so good happen to someone like me?

Thick skin

Say himself handsome... So thick skin... Haha... So full of rubbish... But I so enjoy listening to him talk rubbish... Am I going crazy? Maybe...

不能说的密密

虽然我有点了解为什么你不想让别人知道我们在一起的事，我希望这不会太久... 我在过去的一个多月过得比过去的一年还幸福... 现在才有点了解被人疼爱的滋味...

Keep smiling unconsciously

I seem to be smiling to myself a little more than usual... So many a time I'm lost in thought and when I realize, I'm smiling... He does not want to commit and I totally understand why... But is actions are way too obvious... Although he keeps telling me that he cannot give me a future, I must be borne yesterday to not understand what he means... Never have I experience what it is like to be doted by a man... His tender loving care is just way too much for me to deny... Although he refuse to admit, I know... He keeps trying to say the opposite but I still know... I know that it's too early to determine if this relationship will end up anywhere but I just can't resist imagining... No doubt, the only problem I might face if there was ever a future between us will be my parents... I can't imagine how they will react to him... It will be over my dead body that they will allow me to be with him... Whatever it is, even if there isn't a future, even if there isn't even a tomorrow, I'm really happy for today... For what he has done for me today... For his care and concern today... For his 温柔，体贴 today...